fortitude

Sometimes____________ I was replied you with my tear rolling in my eyes..
Sometimes____________ I need your understanding when my face is black..
Sometimes____________ I need you ask me what's going more than I story to you my self.
Sometimes____________ I been ignored and I crying beside you, but, no one cares.
Sometimes____________ I under stress and keep silence, the arguement started as soon as possible.
Sometimes____________ I shopping my own no others accompany b'cos I needed you, but where you been?
Sometimes____________ I been hold hand with you, but your heart flies to somewhere else.
Sometimes____________ I'm sick, I need like a baby someone else who take care me, but, you was gone.
Sometimes____________ I was argue with you, and you were nothing and sleep tight even at day?  
Sometimes____________ I was tired, my soul tired too. Need you to cheer me up, then, where are  
                                          you? 
 Sometimes____________ I'm smile in front of you, but inside my heart-pain,sore. Because I was care your
                                          feeling more than mine.
Sometimes____________ I accompanied by you, but your way accompany is come my home and sleeping
                                          on my bed. Isn't my bed is warmer for you to sleep or me not attractive for you
                                         anymore?

Sometimes add all lamsam together is all the time,every second every time. Dare you answer me which time and how many times you been done for me?

dedicated for you.

 How long you read my blog one times? did you read the post I didicate to you? been one month one week I post, and no feed back.